So tonight (well technically last night as in friday night) I finally realised how much I relied on the net. I relied on it so much that it has become my sole connection to friends (other than my phone)
I felt frustrated and never the less quite alone - what a sad child lol!
I but yes you would think that the realisation of my dependence on the internet would trigger something in me to perhaps I dont know GET OUT MORE?!
And that was tried mind you being invited to hang out with friends and have fun - but no. My father does not understand the idea of my reliance on the internet and the company of my friends is what gets me through the night to have said yes instead of a Dr Phil NO.
So I sit here on my bed trying to figure out (ok lying down)wth is wrong with me only to realise that people in the past have been right to a degree that being an only child is lonesome...awww - pff! LMAO
Well anyways i'm hungry at the current moment so maybe i'll go and find something to eat?... or not lol
Love you long time - din